you know lately ive been thinking. i do try really hard towards my art career, i am currently a sophomore in college majoring in fine arts and yet, i dont seem to get much credit or too many lucky breaks. people tell me that you cant wait for inspiration to come to you. you just gotta keep working til it hits you. but you know, i feel like it just drags out the art process. i'm not saying i'm not willing to put everything i have in my work, and i'm not saying that i mind working all the time, i mean, its art, its my passion, but i guess im starting to realize that no matter how hard you try, you dont always get rewarded.